Confused !!!! Am I Happy or Sad ???

Oh!what a robotic life.........
Filled with tensions all day...............

Causing untold pains to say..........

Still, unknown dangers on my way............

I then relax and think..........

With a cup of coffee to drink.........

Real Happiness !!! How do i ink.........

My blossoming Life in pink............

Without missing a single link........

Memories upto the brink........

All I can do is blink.......

Hoping my Life doesn't Sink.............

Just as I wonder if I may.......

Be happy or nay......

I feel the soft wind sway.........

Gently taking my worries away.........

My bestest friend.....

You entered my life with such grace,
a charming smile on your face.
I treasure that lovely moment,
To me,its a costly present....

Times spent on your shoulder,
Walking happily together,
Caring like no other,
Oh!!!just like my mother..

Fate paved way for us to part,
But I'm still rejoicing over the past,
As you knocked heaven's door,
Your presence is felt no more................